Monday, May 10, 2010

I have been talking to various friends this two weeks about WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Really very confused about WHAT MY PASSION IS? WHAT AM I CAPABLE OF? WILL I SUCCEED IF I DO THIS?

All these questions kept flashing into my mind! And not only that, the answers seems to be flashing around too. Every friend I talked to, an option will just popped out...

Junying, my manicurist suggested that I can picked up manicure and pedicure, since I am always so fascinated about it!

Then one of my good fren, Dyanne was suggesting that I should start my fashion design course since I always love pretty clothings. Furthermore, DUN let my sewing knowledge gone to waste!

Here comes my darling... He felt that maybe a make-up course would be more suitable for me. First of all, my entire process for my wedding make-up was filled with excitement and questions! Then buying make-up and watching 女人我最大 is all along my hobby!

SO WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Now, machiam like walking into Cineleisure, not sure what's screening and all the billboards look interesting!

Anybody can tell me what to do? All these options are interesting, and I guess I like doing it... But making it into a career is a total different scenario!

There's simply too much fear in me.... Fear of Failure... Fear that is 三分钟热度... Fear I make the wrong choice... Fear of age issues... Fear of reality... fear Fear FEAR...

I HATE FEAR!!!! GET LOST!!!

What to do? What to do? What to do? Anybody can help me? Anybody?

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